Done. So Done.

I really need to be better at this...anyway.
Europe was freaking amazing. Just another life changing experience that defines who I am. What more can I say? It was awesome. I want to go back someday. Hopefully that will happen but what can you do.
I've been trying to lose weight lately. I watch what I eat, not going over 1200 calories. Plus, I work out every morning, eat breakfast every morning (which I wasn't doing), and drink enough water (which I also wasn't doing). I've already lost eight pounds. Maybe more. I am supposed to weigh myself tomorrow morning and I hope more is gone. It doesn't really look like I've lost much, but I do feel better about myself despite that.
School. I wish it was over. I'm so close! But not close enough. I still have two weeks and I only have two weeks...
Maybe this is why I have such a problem with blogging...nothing to say. At least nothing I can think of. Not enough happens to just say what's happening. I guess right now the thing that's most running my life is my lack of man. Ha! That sounds funny but sadly it's true. I just don't want to be alone anymore. It pretty much sucks. Especially when my roommate comes home everyday and talks about how "all the guys like her" and how she "got ANOTHER date" and "three hotties proposed in one day" etc. Gag me. Better yet, chop off my ears!! No one wants to hear that. Including me. Especially me. I am having a hard enough time with this as it is and I don't need her boy bragging. If guys are attracted to that then there must be something seriously wrong with me, to still be alone. I mean, yeah I'm shy, but...not all guys are! Where are those guys that can just talk to whoever they want without encouragement, if they like them. Hmm...maybe that's it. Maybe that's the key. If they like them. I basically need to never watch anything, listen to anything, read anything, or go anywhere in order to not be reminded. And even then I don't think I could forget. Done. I'm done. Done and alone.

One Thing

Okay, look. I know I'm young, but that doesn't mean I have to want to be. And I know when I'm old I will want to be young. But I am young and want to be older. Will we ever just be happy with the way things are? Why do we always want things to change? I am always, ALWAYS escaping into other worlds. What's wrong with the one I'm in, the one that's already mine? I'm not sure, but apparently there's something I don't like. Or else I wouldn't want to escape; I'd want to stay where I am.

Heh. It's amazing how much one thing can completely take over and control our lives. Apparently, one thing makes all the difference. One thing and I will be happy. One thing and I will be content with where I am. One thing and the world will be a better place. One thing, one thing that it seems will never come.

Geesh...some people...

Okay, I read someone's Facebook status the other day. It was blasphemous! Here, I'll share it with you.

"avatar is seriously THE WORST movie ever made.. i still don't get how people like to watch it its AWFUL!!! i saw it once and that was one too many!! yuck."

WHAT?! How can this be? I...I just don't understand! And people kept commenting on it saying how they agree and how they walked out of the theater. Who are these people? I LOVED Avatar! LOVED! And I went into it thinking I was going to hate it. Closed mind and yet I still loved it to death. It's different truly, but what movies nowadays aren't?

It can't be the worst movie! Look at the stats!

Avatar’s production budget was $300 million
Global marketing and distribution costs are $175 million
Avatar will gross $650 million at the US box office
Avatar will gross $1.95 billion worldwide during its theatrical run
After movie theaters get their take, Fox will get $942 million
Home video sales will be worth another $420 million in revenue
Game licensing and development will bring in an additional $70 million
Fox Studio’s total revenues will exceed $1.56 billion
James Cameron will get $320 million ~ 20% of studio revenues
Fox Studios and its investors will generate a net profit of $700 million
(http://blog.sceneclips.com/film-investing/avatar-numbers-so-far)

And that's just the money side!
Let's see if we can find some people reviews and thoughts.

"AWESOME, simply AMAZING, VISUAL delight. Not a big story but making you believe what was shown is something extraordinary which I think Cameron completely succeeded. Hats off!! Can't stop prasing this film and I have already become a word-of-mouth for the ultimate experience watching the film."

AMEN

"This movie was beyond amazing, sadly most people leave out really the true story behind this film. Its more then FX and cool scenes. The story about the Na'vi and the intrusion of Human soldiers to there world, for a mineral there planet produces Cameron does great story telling in this movie. Won't go into details cuz of spoilers but look at the film for the sub-meaning if you think about it man kind has been taking over land and robbing it of its resources for centuries. I will hopefully go see it in 3D again next weekend, oh by the way SPEND the extra money for 3D its worth it! The environments and the plants. just wow! great visionary work this movie will win Animation awards and others this coming season."

HECK YES!

People just don't know what they are talking about. Plus, almost all the people who didn't like it had grammatical errors in their comments, therefore disqualified.
Avatar is FLIPPING AMAZING and is kicking Titanic out of the top spot.
Tell me what you think? I'm curious. I thought everyone loved it but apparently not. Did you?

And...OH MY HECK OH MY HECK! AVATAR 2! ITS TRUE ITS TRUE! http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1630029/ NO FREAKING WAY!!

People better like this one....or I may riot.

Europay!!! Again!

So, freaking guess what! A few days ago, I had an interview with one of the English professors here at BYUI. The interview was to see if I would be accepted for something called the British Literary Tour. It's basically study abroad. We have classes, which we do most of the work before the trip, then we go to Europe; Ireland, England, and France.

I WAS ACCEPTED! I am going this spring! I'm going to places like the Bronte parsonage and Jane Austen's house. Sherwood Forest, Stonehenge, Stratford-upon-Avon, Warwick Castle, Globe Theatre, Westminster Abbey, Versailles, Notre Dame, the Eiffel Tower, and much, MUCH more!!! I am so FREAKING excited!!!

It's Cruel Really

Can I just say, chick flicks should be forever banned. Yeah, they are fun for us girls. They make us laugh, cry, swoon...but is it really worth it? Is it really worth the afterwards? I am not so sure. I mean we watch the movie and then we wish, and hope, we think, we pray that something like that would happen to us, that we will find a guy exactly like the gorgeous dude on the screen, that it would be so perfect, so amazingly romantic!

Here's the thing, though. It doesn't happen like that. It NEVER happens like that. Chick flicks just get our hopes up for something that I'm not sure exists. It's like those Barbie dolls on billboards and in magazines. We see them and strive to have that, but it's not real!

I went to see You Again with my roommate tonight. It was really cute. I loved the movie. Two thumbs up. But something I might have loved more than the movie....the actors. Holy Face! Especially Sean Wing.



Freak!

Chick flicks are mean. So, so mean.

DIE, DRAMA! DIE!

I thought I would be leaving drama when I left high school, but alas that has not happened. In the beginning all was well. All of my roommates got along and we were having a blast! And then, that fateful day, when all H broke lose. ALL H!

Please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason. One day, I came home from classes and C1 was not talking to C2. Then C1 had a mental breakdown (super duper homesick with the world against her). J came in and asked if C1 was crying because of C2 that pissed C1 off. She yelled at J to shut up and that it had nothing to do with her and J got mad. Now its C2 and J against C1.

Personally, I think it's STUPID. I lean a bit more to C1's side but ONLY because she is my direct roommate, as in we literally share a room. I have to be on her side more. But I think they are all wrong. They refuse to talk, to figure it out, to even be polite. I have tried to convince them otherwise and C1 said she'd talk and be polite but she could not be friends again....WHY THE FREAK NOT!!? NOTHING HAPPENED! YOU ARE ALL JUST BEING RIDICULOUS! I WOULD UNDERSTAND IF THEY REALLY STABBED YOU IN THE BACK OR SOMETHING THAT YOU DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM THEM BUT THEY DIDNT!!! FREEEEAAAK!!! Now they are starting to take things out of the kitchen and closets that are theirs so no one else can use them. Children. Freaking children....I hate drama.

Okay, on a happier note. BOYS. There this one kid in my English class, J. I can't really tell if I like him or not. You see, all the hott guys here are taken. No really, ALL. I see one. I think "Ooo." Wedding ring. I see another. I think "Ahh!" Has a girl by the hand. It never fails. But this kid in my class is not bad. I have no idea if he is single and I have only talked to him a couple times, but he's an option.

There's another kid who's in my science group. He's pretty cute and when he talks to the whole group he only looks at me. He is also on my list; there is just one problem. His initials are KK...my first name begins with a K. If...something happens (;) my initials would be KK...uh...yeeeeah.

I want to write more. Any suggestions? Give me story ideas and I will write them! Also, I need to find a way to make this blog more...readable. Like talk about something sort of specific. Did you know people have made a living off of blogs!? Hmm...maybe I'll start a new one for that. This one is more of a me and my life. Not something people would want to read about. Man, I have two already...one more can't hurt. :)

Thanks for letting me vent.

Later.

I don't know. I wish someone would come up with a name for emotions. There are still so many that have yet to be identified, named. So, i don't know what it is. It's a mixture of happy, sad, confused, upset, excited, and bored. What is that called?
College is pretty great. I love my room mates. The classes are fairly easy though the homework always takes forever. I do so many more social things than I did in high school. It's fun. Everyone should go to college, more specifically BYUI. It's AWESOME!

It's been so long since I last blogged and so much has happened and yet I have nothing to say...I don't know. I just don't know how my brain works anymore. Maybe I should just...leave.

Warm. Enliven. Inspire. FIRE!

I finally got my hair cut the way I've been thinking up for months. I wanted something different. Something that could possibly make me look older...or at least my age. I think I have succeeded but then again I never thought I looked 16. I have front bangs! I had side-swept bangs for over four years and now it's different. I have to try really hard not to flick my head to the side. It's a habit I must grow out of. The bangs take some getting used to. I didn't constantly have hair in my eyes before. Now I do. Also, it's a bit shorter. About 4 or 5 inches shorter. And a lot more layered. I really like it. Maybe I could sneak into a bar now!! And order myself some chocolate milk!

Not many girls at the age of 18 can say they've been on a business trip. I have. And I never ever ever want to go back. My hours went from 4 to 11 to 14 to 17 hours a day. They gave us no breaks to sit down, only 30 minutes to eat (which it took 15 minutes to walk somewhere to eat). Our feet were killing all of us! Aching and throbbing! There are a lot of smokers in Denver and some of the guys there should try not to subconsciously follow girls around. It tends to freak them out!! (My new friend and I were walking back to the hotel at about 1 in the morning. It was a bit scary. All the weirdos were out.) The temps hired were also very intimidating. Some were super helpful and I wanted to keep them. Others wouldn't do anything and were pulling out their gang banger switch blades to open boxes!!!! Gah! The Scentsy Consultants are...crazy. :) They were fun though. At least most of them were. Some care to much about the little details. They get angry easily if they don't get something or if we dont know the answer. I don't get it. Heidi and Orville (founders) are always talking about generosity, giving more than you take, not feeling like you are entitled to anything etc. And then I go through the Scentsy Success store and find empty packages (stolen goods) and people saying that because they are Superstar Directors they should get free stuff and be given more things than others. Um...ENTITLEMENT!! Seriously? It made me sick. Heidi and Orville are amazing. Never doing anything for themselves. Always giving back. And yet people steal! Right after going to General Session and listening to Heidi talk about inspiring good!

I was in charge of games and had a bunch of my stuff taken. The consultants got really into it though. At one point I spent three hours spinning a cardboard bottle and handing out free stuff. There was a massive crowd around me. I was beginning to get claustrophobic! Although I hated some parts of going to convention i did meet a lot of great new people and I now how good this experience was for me. I am almost completely over shyness! I was totally myself with the temps, the coworkers i didn't know, the consultants etc.! (pretty much every time i meet new people they mention something about my eyes. Yes! i know my eyes are large and expressive!!! Stop bugging me about it!) I am so glad to be home. It's over. I can breathe.

Breathe in smoke! When I came home I heard about the Highway 16 fire in our area. There are hills surrounding my area that are nothing but dry sheet grass and weeds. Lightening struck the ground and caught the back hills on fire. 4800 acres burned. 3 houses were completely destroyed, only chimneys left standing. Many were evacutated. Everything is black. The sky was dark in the middle of the day. It didnt come by my house but it could have. Some of those hills are my backyard! My family could see the flames from our house. They were about 6 miles away. No one was hurt or injured and neither were any animals but the hills are black. And three familys no longer have homes and have lost everything. It was intense. I should give them my clothes. I have too many items anyway.

GABE

I did not have a very good night last night. I went to bed at like 12:50 AM because of this kid that will NOT leave me alone. I kept telling him I needed to go to bed but noooo. So anyway. I went to bed late and then was again awoken at 2:45 AM to what sounded like the curtain of time being ripped, or heavens garbage truck, or the collapsing of a building. Lights were flashed in my eyes and I realized I had heard thunder. A greater boom I had never before heard. It was intense. Lights were flashing litterally every second, some multiple times in a second. Lightening. My entire room would light up and shake with each deafening boom and blinding flash. I got out of bed and opened my blinds a bit more to make sure I was not experiencing the end of the world. Lightening bolt after lightening bolt streaked past my window, making me wince and leaving me temporarily blinded. They were so stinking bright and all over the sky and the world was shaking but no rain. It was a little odd. My first lightening storm.
Today was probably the most stressful primary teaching day so far. I was teaching about Samson so I put it into story mode starting with Once upon a time. That was the only thing I added. I didnt change the story or the principles but by the end the kids started arguing with me, saying it wasnt true and I made it up because I said once upon a time. One girl said, "My mom told me if it starts with once upon a time then it's a fairy tale and isnt true." Another said, "You're lying because you're wearing green." It was annoying and I felt super attacked...by 10 year olds. And there was a nonmember visiter and they were yelling at me saying I was lying to them! Guys!! GEESH!
I feel bad for this one kid in my class. Gabe. The other girls (only one other boy and he's never there. His mom is the regular teacher and SHES never there.)are sooo mean to him. He was a bit of a speech impediment and says things that the only response possible is, "Yeeaah, Gabe." They may not realize, but I see his face. Every snicker he thinks is pointed at him, every eye roll in his direction. It makes me sick because I TOTALLY know how he feels!!! So what if he's a little strange. He will make the world more interesting! So what if he stands waay too close to me. He's a loving kid! I want him to not come to church one day so I can scold the other kids. Make them feel like the scum of the earth for how they're treating him. Make them feel how he feels. How I felt. Gah!! Kids are soo mean.

Daba Dee Dabba Die

I actually did things today. I got to sleep in for the first time in what seemed like forever!! I woke up at about 8 but GOT up at about 10! I do that a lot. My body will not let me sleep very long but when I do wake up I'll still somewhat tired, so I lay there thinking and sometimes having little mini dreams even though i'm still mostly conscious. (I've gotten some of my best story ideas that way.)We cleaned the house fairly quickly and then went out to our pool to swim for a little bit. Well, hour or so. I like swimming. I do. But...I HATE getting unready to swim and then getting ready after. Guys don't understand the hassel it is to go swimming for girls. One thing on my bucket list is to accidentally fall into water with my clothes on and everything. But then I think about how my makeup will run and i'll look like the creature from the black lagoon when i come up. So maybe i'd like it to happen on that one day when I'm wearing water proof makeup. Which I never do...gah. Hmmm...now that I think about it there are a lot of things on my bucket list that involve the substance known as water. Like turn into a mermaid.
So I got out of the pool and laid out in the sun to dry. When i came in the best thing ever happened! I found I had gotten sun burned!!!! YAY! and no I am not being sarcastic. Yeah it hurts but that's temporary. It always turns into tan afterwards and I enjoy looking like a Cali girl only with more brains. and clothes.
We went to the movie Knight and Day. It was pretty funny and action packed. I enjoyed it. Afterwards I wanted to drive really fast and turn sharpely and reverse fast and such and such. I also had a strange and sudden urge to ride on a motorcycle and shoot bad guys...hmm...yeeah.
After the movie my day has been pretty uneventful (except for my brother who was driving a motorcycle illegally with his wife behind him had bike trouble. Let's put UP the kickstand. HAHA!). Right now...it's emotionally unpleasant (I have bad spells) but I'll get throught it like I got through all the others. Would like to talk...but who? I need to get me a pen pal. Preferably a stranger so I can say things i normally would never say. Any takers?

White Vans and Kung Fu

Nothing's happened. So I shall make something up.
Okay, so today I woke up 3 minutes before we had to leave for work but I still managed to curl my hair. I'm amazing I know. Then when I got to work everyone started running up to me and giving me high fives and such. At first I thought it was because my hair looked so awesome. But when I finally asked someone it turned out I had been selected to go up against the president of all experts in a guitar hero tournament. I knew there was no way he'd win. No one can defeat me. So I challenged him. And won. Of course.
And then as I was walking to my car to go home, 3 strange men in dark sweatshirts ran out and grabbed me! I tried to fight back but their kung fu was strong. They tied my wrists and put a cloth bag over my head and dragged me into a white van that had pulled up beside us. I felt the twists and turns as we drove and was able to decypher that they had taken me to an underground village. They yanked me out of the van and dragged me uphill somewhere. After they pulled off the bag, I took in my surroundings. Before me lay a small child, writhing in agony on the hard ground. His face was dirty and pale and his eyes were pleading, begging me to help him. My kidnappers pushed my towards him so I crawled over and took his head in my hands.
"What is it child? What is wrong? What have they done to you?" The young boy shook his head. "Nothing, lady. I...I.." He then lifted his finger, wincing in pain. The poor boy was slipping away. I peered closely at his index finger and gasped in horror!! Stuck under his skin was a piece of wood from some unknown source. A sliver! (DUN DUN DUN!) Acting swiftly, I pulled out my handy dandy tweazers from my back pocket, my village audience gasping and holding each other. Slowly but surely, I grabbed the sliver with my tweazers and pulled. The young boy wimpered once and it was done, the sliver between my extra metal fingers. Suddenly, every man, woman, and child in the underground village, including my kidnappers, jumped and cheered and raised me high above their heads. "We knew you could do it!" They shouted. "We knew you could save our boy!" After celebrating with a feast of spamango sushi, my kidnappers drove me back to their car, apologizing. They explained that they didn't think I would help them, that I would think the boy an unimportant waste of my time and they didnt know how to help him. I scolded them for thinking so. I would never think something so dreadful. When back at my car, the kidnappers driving away, I sat on the step and reflected. Looking down, I saw a ten dollar bill. I grabbed it, drove to the store and bought myself a husband. The End.

(REAL DAY: On feet all day doing stupidness. Mom split toe skin last night while playing soccer barefoot. Feet ache. It's hot. My hands are sweaty and my computer is sticky. The end.)

The Life and Times of...

Okay okay. Yes, I am a slacker. But I'm blogging now and that's all that really matters. Hmmm...let's see, important things...well one of my best friends came home from his mission a little bit ago. It's been great to have him back, to be able to talk to him again. (Hi, Chris!;) He doesnt know whats good for him though. But that's why I'm here. BYUI!!!

We FINALLY got our pool set up. It's been flipping cold here which is crazy for flipping JULY!! I've only swam once and I'm still pretty white. Maybe this weekend I'll just lay out all day long and get me some of that Vitamin D. It's warm. I like the warm. The cold is...cold. Makes me all tense and what not.

I've been mostly just working this summer at Scentsy. Lately I've been constantly on my feet in a hot and stuffy warehouse doing the most menial of work. ZZZzzzZZZ but it pays freaking well and I am pretty much broke so I guess that's that. I'm pretty important there. ;) So important, in fact, that I will be going to the Scentsy Convention in Denver this summer. They need me and I'm going for free. And being paid. I'm actually not too excited though. I do not handle stress well and the idea of being there and working crazy a lot of hours trying to get everything to turn out okay and without flaw while my boss watches me closely is pretty much scaring me to death. I thought I would just be stuffing envelopes this summer! not actually...thinking! Have I said this before? I don't remember. Oh well.

So I am saving up for a laptop but I'm not sure what to get. My dad is a Mac fan but they just seem so confusing to me. I've had PC's all my life! Well PC computers. I've never OWNED a laptop...that worked. I've only used one. I just don't know if I'm mentally, physically, emotionally ready for a Mac. I don't know. Any suggestions? What do you people think?

I was looking at other people's blogs...my life is boring. I have nothing interesting to blog about. I am in a club. The My-Life-is-as-Exciting-as-a-Flickering-Light-in-a-Public-Bathroom club. My friend Chris once thought he was the president but that's bulhonky. He's always doing something. Therfore I am the President and he is merely my little secretary! MUAH HA HA HA!
My mouth hurts.

We are the champ---PUNCH KICK POW BAM!! I am the champion my friend!!!

Yeah, it's been awhile. I got back into the habit of writing in my paper journal. Apparently, I can't do both. I AM OFFICIALLY A HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE!!!! YEAH BABY! It was super boring and I looked ridiculous in that...thing, the cap and gown (mostly the cap) but whatever, has to be done. Afterwards was the all night graduation party. It was a BLAST. Inflatable things, food, hypnotists, GUITAR HERO, casino, bingo, musical chairs, airbrush tattoos, bowling, money and prizes, etc! I did the run-bungee-cord-pull-you-back-race thing and think I got whiplash. My neck is killing me today. Hurts. I only ate like 12 grape tomatoes and one hot wing. The hypnotist was hillarious! Had people falling in love with water bottles and guys thinking they were Barbie etc. HA! I pretty much schooled EVERYONE at Guitar Hero. Beaten...ZERO TIMES! I AM THE MASTER, THE CHAMP! NO ONE CAN TOUCH ME! NO ONE CAN DEFEAT ME! EVEN IF I AM ON EXPERT AND THEY ARE ON MEDIUM! I STILL WIN! I WIN! I WIN! I WINN! I AM THE RULER OF ALL GUITAR HERO-DOM!!! BOW TO MY AWESOMENESS! MUAH HA HA HA! *cough*...I didnt do the casino or the bingo or the musical chairs or the airbrush tattoos. Didn't speak to me. I won an alarm clock and my dude friend got a blow dryer. He didn't want it. I was happy to take it off his hands free of charge. Woot! mines broken anyway! yeah! It was way fun and I didn't get home until 5 am. Ive never stayed up that late, let alone stayed out. my curfew is midnight. Not this time. Woot! so i went to bed at 5 AM and woke up at 1 PM. Heaven. Except my day is like completely gone though I've only been up for...6 hours. And I'm still exhausted. I wanna take a nap. But I can't. Almost dinner time. Hmmm...maybe I should get dressed. Are pjs acceptable for dinner?

There's a Song Title

Part of me wishes my blog was completely private. Or at least no one knew it was mine. Sometimes I wanna blog about things that I would prefer to keep private. I have my secrets, a few skeletons in my closet. I wanna talk about them, (about the people they once were MUAH HA HA HA!!! ;) but when I know people I know will be reading it, I hold back. I don't say what I'd like. If I could say what I wanna say...these things I'll never say.

I heard on the radio this morning that there is a SCIENTIFIC study done that states that guys never get clues no matter how subtle or how BLOW UP IN YER FACE they are. I agree with that statement. I AGREE with that statement.

For me to know and for you to try your very hardest to find out.

Volvo backwards is Ovlov

Don't you just love letting your hair down, rolling the car windows down all the way, blasting some music only a teenager could love, and speeding down the highway? I do. Makes me feel hot. Yeeah! ;) Speaking of hot, it's finally getting warm!! It was like high 70's today. I can not wait for summer. I hate cold. I think I'm cold blooded.

Hey girlies, does this ever happen to you? Have you ever started liking a guy ONLY because he started talking to you, giving you attention, the light of day? So far every girl I've asked has answered in the afirmative. It's crazy! I've never noticed this one kid before. Then one day he say two words to me and now, all of a sudden, he's super attractive and I get dressed every morning with him in mind. It's kinda annoying. I know I don't REALLY like him. Just his attention. Mleh.

Drove like crazy today. Like 3 hours of it. Took rents to airport. Lucky dogs are going to Las Vegas for my cousin's wedding. I can't go. School. (I played a tag like game at school today and ran! I also wasn't the first to die![get tagged. It was a different version wherein if you get tagged you die.] Actually, I lasted longer than a whole bunch of other people. That never happens!! But it was mostly becasue I ditched the others and just went into "every *man for *himself mode". Oh well. I win!!)

*woman, herself

Hall-lay-lu-yeah!!!!...yeeeaah...

I got my cap and gown today. Then I walked outside, into a beautiful day, the cool breeze pushing my hair back and I was happy. I can not wait!!! I'm almost done with school! 2 and a half weeks and going actually somewhat quickly. Yeah, I still have finals to worry about but I am almost done!!

I just woke up from a nap. Heaven! I had a dream...multiple actually. First I was dancing around in a department store to the music they were playing, spining and leaping (actually quite realistic, while spinning, I ran into a rack of clothes. ;)All da guys in the shop were watching me and I was all, "Yeeah!" I almost expected them to all get up and start dancing behind me, following me around. You know, what they do in musicals. One person dances and they all start dancing.
The next dream...um...ok i gotta hurry; they're leaving me. We were...on a plane and going to a deserty place with pretty sunsets (i remember that part). I was dancing (again. i dunno. maybe I really wanna dance inside) to like...I think it was Indian music. There were girls next door in Saris so I figured..they were dancing too and when the music changed a buncha dudes (also dressed in Indian clotes) came in and started dancing with them. One for each. Then guys came into our house thing (should have been very much creeped out by that..wasnt...dreams.) one for each of us. Except for me. Three girls, two guys. So i jumped out of the window and onto the balcony and climbed down. Then another guy came in all confused and what not. I was gone.
There was one where I was driving a car but my view it seemed like I was driving a RC car. Could barely control it and the streets were FUNKY!! You had to drive onto this platform and it would tip forward and dump you onto the road below but it had backed up and there were a bunch of cars at the bottom it would dump you on. I kept cutting people off and my brother suggested we enter the car in a race...yeah thats it on that one.
The next one, my friends father was over (i think still connected to the airplane one) and he was going to make a TV announcement. He was making dinner. I wanted to run outside and pet my cat but he said dinner was ready and that it would get cold. I insisted and went out to pet my cat. I came in, it started raining, Toby (cat) ran inside, doesnt like friends father (bit of a scary man) started to run back outside but my friends dad was standing on his tail and a bunch of his fur came off and his tail was bleeding!! I ran out to help him (all of a sudden he was a human..yeeah...) washing off his wounds. Then I was stepping on his tail and he ran away again, ripping more! I felt so bad and he was yelling at me (remember, human..with..a ..taail..). and..yeah thats about it. weird, i know. Just wait until I have a nightmare, you will wish you'd never read it alone at night! MUAH HA HA HA!!!

Go ahead and try to interpret these. I'm curious.

Oh! Seriously?!

I remembered what I was going to blog about. We got toilet papered last night. I think it's stupid but my disapproval isnt going to stop it from happening. The stupid part was the culprits did it at 10:30 at night and then rang the doorbell! seriously?! amateurs. You dont ring the doorbell! that's like putting a sign on someones back that says "I watch reruns of Mr. Roger's Neighborhood." and then telling them you put it there. We were able to go out right after and clean it all up before anyone saw. We didn't give them the satisfaction of a job hardly done. A car drove by twice as we were cleaning it up. I think it was them. It was a white car and thats the same color as the car we had the car war with. I think it was the boys we battled. They tend to TP a lot and i kind of left a rude message on one of their facebook pages for littering. But really? Even i know not to ring the freaking doorbell! and I've only TP'd once in all of my 18 years! Seriously?!

Find a Cure!

I had to get up earlier than I do on a school day. My feet hurt and I was tired but it was worth it. I hope my small pain will help ease anothers. Today was the Race for the Cure. I was part of the Scentsy team who had 2,200 members! It's a record. (I saw me on tv!!) Scentsy is awesome. Yeah, I may be a little biased on account of my father is the VP of communications, my uncle is the VP of marketing, my brother, cousin, friends, and friends parents work there, but it's still awesome. They are always giving back to the community and they have a great product. Wickless candles! I always thought scented candles only smelt like a bit of the fragrance and smoke. who wants their house to smell like smoke? not me.

Dont you hate it when you think of something to blog about but then when you sit down to do it you cant, for the life of you, remember what it was? i took a 2 1/2 hour nap today. it was heaven. thats not what I was going to say. Oh well.
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Secret AGENT Man

Have you ever played Secret Agent Men? Well, you should. It's only the funnest game of all time!!!! I played it at school today with a few friends and totally freaked our subject out! ha! ok so heres what you do. Pick a subject. any random person walking the streets/halls. then follow them. watch them. but dont be seen. slide along walls, peek around corners, hide if they turn around. Follow them everywhere. It sounds creepy i know but it's so fun. I can't wait to play it at college. I hope people arent too grown up to play with me though. Why do we have to grow up anyway? Lifes only fun if yer crazy!! so play with me!!

I'm getting better. It's getting easier. U don't need to worry. :)

STUPID

stupid! you're so stupid! how could u do that!? why didnt you just...

i may have ruined everything. i feel so bad. i think im gonna barf. or cry. which ever comes first. maybe both. forgive me. i'm just stupid.