Done. So Done.

I really need to be better at this...anyway.
Europe was freaking amazing. Just another life changing experience that defines who I am. What more can I say? It was awesome. I want to go back someday. Hopefully that will happen but what can you do.
I've been trying to lose weight lately. I watch what I eat, not going over 1200 calories. Plus, I work out every morning, eat breakfast every morning (which I wasn't doing), and drink enough water (which I also wasn't doing). I've already lost eight pounds. Maybe more. I am supposed to weigh myself tomorrow morning and I hope more is gone. It doesn't really look like I've lost much, but I do feel better about myself despite that.
School. I wish it was over. I'm so close! But not close enough. I still have two weeks and I only have two weeks...
Maybe this is why I have such a problem with blogging...nothing to say. At least nothing I can think of. Not enough happens to just say what's happening. I guess right now the thing that's most running my life is my lack of man. Ha! That sounds funny but sadly it's true. I just don't want to be alone anymore. It pretty much sucks. Especially when my roommate comes home everyday and talks about how "all the guys like her" and how she "got ANOTHER date" and "three hotties proposed in one day" etc. Gag me. Better yet, chop off my ears!! No one wants to hear that. Including me. Especially me. I am having a hard enough time with this as it is and I don't need her boy bragging. If guys are attracted to that then there must be something seriously wrong with me, to still be alone. I mean, yeah I'm shy, but...not all guys are! Where are those guys that can just talk to whoever they want without encouragement, if they like them. Hmm...maybe that's it. Maybe that's the key. If they like them. I basically need to never watch anything, listen to anything, read anything, or go anywhere in order to not be reminded. And even then I don't think I could forget. Done. I'm done. Done and alone.