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Part of me wishes my blog was completely private. Or at least no one knew it was mine. Sometimes I wanna blog about things that I would prefer to keep private. I have my secrets, a few skeletons in my closet. I wanna talk about them, (about the people they once were MUAH HA HA HA!!! ;) but when I know people I know will be reading it, I hold back. I don't say what I'd like. If I could say what I wanna say...these things I'll never say.

I heard on the radio this morning that there is a SCIENTIFIC study done that states that guys never get clues no matter how subtle or how BLOW UP IN YER FACE they are. I agree with that statement. I AGREE with that statement.

For me to know and for you to try your very hardest to find out.

Volvo backwards is Ovlov

Don't you just love letting your hair down, rolling the car windows down all the way, blasting some music only a teenager could love, and speeding down the highway? I do. Makes me feel hot. Yeeah! ;) Speaking of hot, it's finally getting warm!! It was like high 70's today. I can not wait for summer. I hate cold. I think I'm cold blooded.

Hey girlies, does this ever happen to you? Have you ever started liking a guy ONLY because he started talking to you, giving you attention, the light of day? So far every girl I've asked has answered in the afirmative. It's crazy! I've never noticed this one kid before. Then one day he say two words to me and now, all of a sudden, he's super attractive and I get dressed every morning with him in mind. It's kinda annoying. I know I don't REALLY like him. Just his attention. Mleh.

Drove like crazy today. Like 3 hours of it. Took rents to airport. Lucky dogs are going to Las Vegas for my cousin's wedding. I can't go. School. (I played a tag like game at school today and ran! I also wasn't the first to die![get tagged. It was a different version wherein if you get tagged you die.] Actually, I lasted longer than a whole bunch of other people. That never happens!! But it was mostly becasue I ditched the others and just went into "every *man for *himself mode". Oh well. I win!!)

*woman, herself

Hall-lay-lu-yeah!!!!...yeeeaah...

I got my cap and gown today. Then I walked outside, into a beautiful day, the cool breeze pushing my hair back and I was happy. I can not wait!!! I'm almost done with school! 2 and a half weeks and going actually somewhat quickly. Yeah, I still have finals to worry about but I am almost done!!

I just woke up from a nap. Heaven! I had a dream...multiple actually. First I was dancing around in a department store to the music they were playing, spining and leaping (actually quite realistic, while spinning, I ran into a rack of clothes. ;)All da guys in the shop were watching me and I was all, "Yeeah!" I almost expected them to all get up and start dancing behind me, following me around. You know, what they do in musicals. One person dances and they all start dancing.
The next dream...um...ok i gotta hurry; they're leaving me. We were...on a plane and going to a deserty place with pretty sunsets (i remember that part). I was dancing (again. i dunno. maybe I really wanna dance inside) to like...I think it was Indian music. There were girls next door in Saris so I figured..they were dancing too and when the music changed a buncha dudes (also dressed in Indian clotes) came in and started dancing with them. One for each. Then guys came into our house thing (should have been very much creeped out by that..wasnt...dreams.) one for each of us. Except for me. Three girls, two guys. So i jumped out of the window and onto the balcony and climbed down. Then another guy came in all confused and what not. I was gone.
There was one where I was driving a car but my view it seemed like I was driving a RC car. Could barely control it and the streets were FUNKY!! You had to drive onto this platform and it would tip forward and dump you onto the road below but it had backed up and there were a bunch of cars at the bottom it would dump you on. I kept cutting people off and my brother suggested we enter the car in a race...yeah thats it on that one.
The next one, my friends father was over (i think still connected to the airplane one) and he was going to make a TV announcement. He was making dinner. I wanted to run outside and pet my cat but he said dinner was ready and that it would get cold. I insisted and went out to pet my cat. I came in, it started raining, Toby (cat) ran inside, doesnt like friends father (bit of a scary man) started to run back outside but my friends dad was standing on his tail and a bunch of his fur came off and his tail was bleeding!! I ran out to help him (all of a sudden he was a human..yeeah...) washing off his wounds. Then I was stepping on his tail and he ran away again, ripping more! I felt so bad and he was yelling at me (remember, human..with..a ..taail..). and..yeah thats about it. weird, i know. Just wait until I have a nightmare, you will wish you'd never read it alone at night! MUAH HA HA HA!!!

Go ahead and try to interpret these. I'm curious.

Oh! Seriously?!

I remembered what I was going to blog about. We got toilet papered last night. I think it's stupid but my disapproval isnt going to stop it from happening. The stupid part was the culprits did it at 10:30 at night and then rang the doorbell! seriously?! amateurs. You dont ring the doorbell! that's like putting a sign on someones back that says "I watch reruns of Mr. Roger's Neighborhood." and then telling them you put it there. We were able to go out right after and clean it all up before anyone saw. We didn't give them the satisfaction of a job hardly done. A car drove by twice as we were cleaning it up. I think it was them. It was a white car and thats the same color as the car we had the car war with. I think it was the boys we battled. They tend to TP a lot and i kind of left a rude message on one of their facebook pages for littering. But really? Even i know not to ring the freaking doorbell! and I've only TP'd once in all of my 18 years! Seriously?!

Find a Cure!

I had to get up earlier than I do on a school day. My feet hurt and I was tired but it was worth it. I hope my small pain will help ease anothers. Today was the Race for the Cure. I was part of the Scentsy team who had 2,200 members! It's a record. (I saw me on tv!!) Scentsy is awesome. Yeah, I may be a little biased on account of my father is the VP of communications, my uncle is the VP of marketing, my brother, cousin, friends, and friends parents work there, but it's still awesome. They are always giving back to the community and they have a great product. Wickless candles! I always thought scented candles only smelt like a bit of the fragrance and smoke. who wants their house to smell like smoke? not me.

Dont you hate it when you think of something to blog about but then when you sit down to do it you cant, for the life of you, remember what it was? i took a 2 1/2 hour nap today. it was heaven. thats not what I was going to say. Oh well.
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Secret AGENT Man

Have you ever played Secret Agent Men? Well, you should. It's only the funnest game of all time!!!! I played it at school today with a few friends and totally freaked our subject out! ha! ok so heres what you do. Pick a subject. any random person walking the streets/halls. then follow them. watch them. but dont be seen. slide along walls, peek around corners, hide if they turn around. Follow them everywhere. It sounds creepy i know but it's so fun. I can't wait to play it at college. I hope people arent too grown up to play with me though. Why do we have to grow up anyway? Lifes only fun if yer crazy!! so play with me!!

I'm getting better. It's getting easier. U don't need to worry. :)

STUPID

stupid! you're so stupid! how could u do that!? why didnt you just...

i may have ruined everything. i feel so bad. i think im gonna barf. or cry. which ever comes first. maybe both. forgive me. i'm just stupid.

We have something in common, sky. I'm blue too.

The sky is so blue today, the clouds so white. The sky is my favorite part about this planet. I love its wrath, its beauty. And today its beauty was trying to persuade me to be happy, but I think I've forgotten how. Yes, I smile, I have moments of joy, but my eyes water when I yawn and sometimes it is my excuse.

My dad asked me about my senior trip, a trip which, traditionally, is some sort of road trip taken with a group of friends after graduation. I have a car. I have a road. I have numerous destinations I would love to go to. I'm just missing friends. When he asked, I couldn't think of anyone to go with, at least not anyone who possibly could. I have close aquaintances or casual friends but no one close enough, in distance or relationship, to accompany me on a senior trip. We aren't as close as we once were and I couldn't imagine going anywhere with them. My older brother couldn't either. The only person he was close enough to was a girl and great lengths were taken to keep a sort of chaperone but they were able to go together. I don't think that could happen for me though. It...it just wouldn't work out. So I guess I'm staying home.

Car Warz

guess what! i dont know what to do. never mind. i think i pretty much bombed my ap stats test. had a mini panic attack and almost didnt finish. but i did. thats lame. i dont think i learned any of that stuff. LAME! school is getting a little easier actually. mostly because im...cough...trying.

okay i had a car war! this dude behind me was throwing stuff at my car while i was leaving the high school parking lot. (i knew him) the kids i was taking home were yelling at him. they tried to throw a lint roller back but completely missed. HA! lame. i drove away speedin a bit. they followed. on a 45 mph speed limit road, they tried to pass me. i went 60 to not let them but they still did so im guessing they were going like 70!! at the stop sign the kids in my car got out and threw trash in their window. one got in their car! haha! (remember we knew them) we preceeded to drive recklessly and yell at each other. the kid throwing stuff at my car then threw every piece of garbage out the window on the highway! i was ticked! litterbugs! i hate them! just give the trash back!! geesh!!!

DANGER! DANGER!

i said too much. close call? or did it hit the target.